What am i worth? he dosen't know how much he's killing me.?

Girl, stay strong. Do not stay with him any longer because he's cheating on you. If you want to stay with him, it boosts his ego even more because he thinks he's more important than you. NEVER LET A GUY THINK THAT. Always make a guy think that YOU are more important, and he needs to respect you. There are plenty of other guys out there, and a single mother is in no way more at a disadvantage than a full family, there are many single mother's out there. Hey, think of it as having a win win situation! By kicking your guy out of the house, you have a baby now (which is a blessing) and you're single to date others! I know a good girlfriend who is just the most independent women on earth. She has a wonderful job, and earns a pretty goon salary with one little daughter. To say the truth, that said girlfriend doesn't even know who the father of her child is. All she did was just have sex with good looking guys, borrowing their seed for her child. She's preparing for another child now. XD See? You can live wonderfully without a guy. So kick him out, show him who's boss.