Help!! i cant take it anymore!?

hows this for you, do something you won't like at first but might feel much better later.... Talk to people, make friends with kids your age, invite people over to your house, stop ditching school. Just stop with the whole depression act its pathetic, drugs can't even help you just find a girl you like and chase after her impress her one day make a move and then the next day totally ignore her trust me she'll go nuts over you then after you have a girlfriend get some real friends play xbox or runescape to keep you ocuppied instead of reading lame books.