Custody problems / where will i go?

hii, so my mom and i got into a fight and she held a knive to my neck and gave me black eye., c.y.s came And placed me with my dad. now my parents are going to court tommorrow... my mother has attempted to kill herself , and my moms claiming she never held a knive to my neck. i also used to cut my writs , so everyone thinks im a problem child... who do you think the judge will have me live with? im 14 btw